Everything

Quite simply, this shows just how I feel. :)

stupid self esteem.

haven't written in a long time. Felt the need to vent because I'm upset. I had been starting to feel pretty OK about my body and how I looked and then I got gas and the stupid fucking lady asked me if I was having a baby. So much for feeling skinny. At least 5 people have asked me this in the past 3 years. WHAT THE FUCK PEOPLE? DON'T YOU KNOW THAT'S RUDE?? If someone is not like 8-9 months pregnant then don't ask!!

now excuse me while I go be a girl and dwell on this.

I just want to be skinny again and I feel like I will never get there.

Comfort

All moved in to the new place and I love it so much. Having our own space is incredibly wonderful feeling. Feeling comfortable and feel at "home" is so great.

Now one of these days we'll actually get all unpacked.....

Yay!!!

We're moving on Monday into our very own apartment! Yay!!!!

sad

Things go up, up, up, up, UP, and then one stupid thing makes everything go DOWN.


if anyone knows of a decent, cheap, place, Willi and I need to move.

Santa Cruz

Willi and I had a super fun time down in Santa Cruz. It was so nice to be away from work and everything else. The weather was gorgeous. I'll try to post some pics tmrw on the old facebook.

I wish I could just always be off work and hang out at the beach. haha.

A couple days away (FINALLY)

Because we're no longer going to Washington next month (sigh) we're going to take a couple days for Willi's birthday and go stay at his aunt's house and go to a wonderful dinner at Manresa. I'm excited. It'll be fun. Simultaneously it will also be our 6 month mark. CRAZY.

Penguins and Disneyland!

I can hardly belive my lucky stars. Penguins are playing the Ducks (in Anaheim) the very first day that I will be in Disneyland, which OBVIOUSLY means I will be going. AAAAAnd they are playing the Sharks (in San Jose) the day we come HOME. Which ALSO OBVIOUSLY means we'll be going to THAT game as well. AND if I REALLY wanted to, I could see them play the Kings (in LA) while I'm down there too...I would just have to drive a little...but the Ducks and Sharks games are most definitely on the docket.

I'm stoked.

umm sorry!!

It's been awhile since I hit the blog. I haven't had a real internet connection for more than maybe 15 minutes at a time. Hopefully we'll get a router soon to fix the no internet situation at home. wait back up...let me clarify for you where HOME is (or will be within a week or so...officially) home will be with Willi. :) I'm officially moving in which means I get to bring aaaaall my crap with me. Luckily, we're moving into the back of the house with much more space...PLUS! a brand new pretty bathroom all to ourselves! Exciting stuff!

Other then that...I'm terribly excited about Ash finally being here. He's unbelievably adorable, and so little! I always seem to forget just how small newborns are. It's pretty crazy. Kamecia and Kyle look so happy that he's finally here. They have a whole family now! yay!

I was going to add something else on here and my mind has gone completely blank. I hate that. It's been a long week though...

still feelin it!