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Quite simply, this shows just how I feel. :)

stupid self esteem.

haven't written in a long time. Felt the need to vent because I'm upset. I had been starting to feel pretty OK about my body and how I looked and then I got gas and the stupid fucking lady asked me if I was having a baby. So much for feeling skinny. At least 5 people have asked me this in the past 3 years. WHAT THE FUCK PEOPLE? DON'T YOU KNOW THAT'S RUDE?? If someone is not like 8-9 months pregnant then don't ask!!

now excuse me while I go be a girl and dwell on this.

I just want to be skinny again and I feel like I will never get there.